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Sunday, March 04, 2007
God is real…there is no doubt about it!even when I ask him to stop the rain for me…He did stop the rain for me!….even when I forgot how a song “sounds like”…during church service…there is always someone who is in-charge of songs that day…they will always choose that particular song which I long to hear and sing…when I lost my way to find MINDS at Margaret Drive…He has actually sent two angels to help me find my way…one teacher at the Margaret Drive Special School and a security guard at the doorway…He knows where I am and what I am doing…when I forget to bring my transit link card…He reminds me to bring like a “secretary”…best of all…when I wish to meet someone that I have not seen for ages…miraculously…I will meet that person…although after all these years…I thought it is yuan(3) fen(4)…but a yuan(3) fen(4) that happens so many times…is certainly yuan(3) fen(4) that God plans them for me…for all these I thank God for Him.J
God is good…just look at me!…I am not someone who can really do great things…and I mean really “great things”…frankly speaking…I could never have made it…getting to study one more year…it is a miracle!…I could not believe it…just look at me!J…(for those who have known me for ages!)….how possibly can!….I always seem baffled to answer this question…”how you make it to this year of study”…I really don’t know how…but instead God makes it true for me….I see it as a gift from my “fairy God father”….with a wave of His magic wand…He makes it true for me…in each and everything that I haveJ…and I don’t think you will keep on asking me how I survive all my years of studying…I guess you know the answer well enough than me!It’s not me..it’s GodJ
God gives….most fundamental of all…but all important…food, shelter, water, oxygen, family, friends, my bed, my ernie and bert...I thank Him…for I may not have them…when times I got bad things from Him…I thank Him…for without them…I will not be taught to learn and grow…for without them…I never know what are my mistakes…when times I got good things from Him…I thank Him…the feeling is like striking “lottery” prizes…and better still “life-long” guarantee…I just feel that I am being pampered by Him…and I do not deserve them but still He gives so much more than I can imagine…He does not stop giving “presents”…maybe God is our “Santa Claus” after all!
God is my trusted friend…I know I cannot help others on my own…I ask Him to help them for me instead…He is a great helper…always there to offer His help…all I need to do is pray…and tell Him…is that simple…and I know that all my beloved ones are in His good hands…so God is also my “insurance agent”…He never fails and keeps His promises.
God is my “delete box”…I tell him everything...and I ask Him about anything under the sun…even all my frustrations, unhappiness and unrighteousness,,,and He is there to clear and answer them for me.. and after that I am “emptied”…then refill the box again…and He will clear the box for me again.
For those who are having your exams, all the best for your papers. Do your best and God will do the rest for youJ. He will guide you, Proverbs 3:5-6, “trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.”
For those who are working, Proverbs 11:28 says,”whoever trusts in his riches will fall, but the righteous will thrive like a green leaf.”
It has been a crazy year of adventure for me…just like walking through the jungle and forest… …full of surprises, pit falls, mountains…and even water fountains…in the mist of it all…there is only a straight and narrow road which guides my path everday...a straight and narrow road that has been both easy and difficult…every little faithful step that I take….is not on my own…but with the strength and faith of the Lord …all for the only reason…that He first loved me…and He is simply so good to be praised…J.
This letter is dedicated to my beloved friends, family members and
for the many more who may happen to read my letter…by all means…you can read lah or pass it on to others!
God bless you and He is with you.
“You can only see things clearly with your heart, what is essential is invisible to the eye.”
In-His-Grace,
Meixia
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