Sunday, October 21, 2007

currently reading jeremiah and psalms.
After reading nehemiah
Though at church, we are currently on the book of nehemiah
today during service, it struck me on some real issues which has been on my mind too.
after so much bumping here and there, really got some cuts and bruises!

1Cor 15, one of the verse says "bad company corrupts character"
To do things whole heartedly.
When asked to go to the stage, and kneel down and ask God to give me a whole heart for Him.
Feeling quite good about it.
However, I witness few big guys also sob and cry around me.
Wow really, let God touch each and every one of our heart!
To be so close to Him.
I was reminded to stand firm on what I believe, and choose to fear God instead of man.
In 1 Samuel 15 passage when the Lord rejects Saul as King. Saul choosed to compromise by not destroying all the things completely.
During bible class, we shared about fear of man vs fear of God.

over weekend, even during the conversation with zc and fk yesterday at starbucks.
It came quite unexpected, but i shared how I feel in truth.
I just want to say what is on mind that's all.
I need to honor God no matter wat.
Not repeating the same old mistake again.
If ever...no way, it's just too much to bear =(

fk and zc both bombared me with questions and scenarios whether I will be with a non christian guy? keep asking me why this why that...why other people blah blah...etc.
I just state what true in the bible and how I feel.
Stating all the consequences and scenarios like a social worker.

Been thinking of whether to pray for my project"left & right"
hmmmmm haaaaaaaa =)
still thinking about it?
think it is still not the time yet
I am still on "long vacation" rite now.
Still some left rubbish to clear...
hopefully...one day will start my project
to put God in my project *most important*
when I feel peace at heart
and sorted out my thoughts
and stop day dreaming
and live each day as if it is my last

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whisperingwood out
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