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Saturday, March 01, 2008

Blogging at Jurong West Lib @ 1.53 pm
have not been that nice to my own blog recently
just keep posting on pics and nothing but pics
haaaa doesn't have the time to even give captions!
anyway... =P it does not matter, as long as you get to see the pics!
haven't write for quite a while.
my brain a bit rusty
so I'll just tell myself to rem watever stuff I can rem throughout the pass 1 month or so
I GUESS...!? hee =P

Well talking about things that significantly happened
well, after ah jing's wedding is over
and my feat of victory is conquered.
continue to be proud of myself
for being able to quit vicks inhaler
though running has apparently stopped for 2 weeks after CNY!
oh man!...not trying to find excuses for myself not to run
but really hope to find some time to run again
oh boy!

My friendship
Gathering with the sec gang sometimes can be a "challenge"
coz my frens always think that I am "slow"
yup, I admit that I can be really "slow" in my thoughts
after a 15 mintues of "open talk"

coz it is not me who started it

which I made it a point to be really an open talk
since it is an open talk
well, some sense of helplessness just gripped me at times again
not sure whether I am being understood
not sure whether I have explained myself well
not sure whether I am being accepted at any cost
not sure whether I am talking sense
not sure whether I have offended anyone
not sure whether I have talked too much rubbish
well in that 15 mins, I have tried my best to verbalise my feelings and how I feel
my friend asks me " do you still regard us as your friends?"
I just looked blank into her eyes.
and I said "yyyyyyyyyeeeeessssssssss...."
It is equally difficult for me.
I think only God can comprehend...
My personality is not going to change
have I changed?
have I became different or indifferent?
have I ever care?
Acceptance is for myself
Acceptance is not from others
whether or not
you can get along with me or you cannot get along with me
whether or not you hate me or you accept me
Life still carries on...

My Kinship
Mum's been going to church twice
I thank God for her going
Mum wants my elder brother to quit smoking
I know God will answer my prayers for my brother to quit smoking
But I told mum "why not you pray for brother to quit smoking?"
Mum said "but nothing is happening, have you been praying for your brother?"
I said"you got to have faith in God"
This conversation has been going round and round each time we talked about this
I hope to tell my mum:
"He is God, He is who He is."
He is the great and awesome God that does all miracles and wonders
He is the God who loves us deeply
He is the God who takes good care of our family
He is the God who provides for all of us in the family
He is the God who comforts us in all our troubles
He is the God who are with us through all our family crisis
If you believe in God, will you believe that our dear brother will be healed, and you no longer have to be so busy with housework, and worried yourself who is going to take care of your grandchildren, not feel guilty or bad when you cannot help, take time to rest and there's no time to waste, do you want to give your life to Christ."

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whisperingwood out
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