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Sunday, March 23, 2008

Pai sei ah, this sharing a bit long =)

I’ve just came back from my 3 day breakthrough weekend with my church. During these 3 days, it has been a crash course for me back to the basics. I was blessed and humbled by many things and God just keeps pouring and giving, until I was kind of “overflooded”, and all my rubbish was being thrown out. In short, I was delivered by God, and it is truly the work of Him that He healed me totally. It’s like I’ve been sick for a very long time, and I went through a “major operation”!

I was convicted of spending quiet time with God everyday, and I repented of not having the fear of the Lord in me.
And I told myself to read God’s word everyday, and not to go back and get the rubbish bin again.
Reminded myself not take this whole experience as a spiritual high or mountain top thing, but it’s the next level of my walk with God.

It has always been a huge struggle to say “I love you” to my parents, but then I always never have the courage to do it.
And I have never said these three words to my parents, and as much as I want to say it, I did not say it.

After coming back home on Sunday evening, on the way back home, I resolve to myself no matter what I just have to say these three words “ I love you” to my parents. It’s a just do it or never kinda thing!

My mother was in the kitchen, and I went to the kitchen to find her. Then I told her that I just came back from camp, and I wanted to tell her something. As usual, my mother thought I just wanted to say something like help me do something, but then I said to her “ I want to tell you something which is the 3 words “我爱你I love you” (in Chinese). Then my mum said “issit got condition one?”, you want me to do something for you issit, that’s why you said this. She said “Why you so funny today?” But then, I saw her tearing and that her eyes were red. So first hurdle is over, “phew”!

Here comes the next hurdle to go! My father just came back from seeing the doctor for his leg, he recently scaled his legs from hot water. Then, I asked him do you want me to pray for your legs to get better, then my father said “ok”. It’s the first time that I prayed together with my father in Chinese, and he repeated after me. Then I shared with him using the evangel cube using the excuse that I need to learn to practice it, then I asked him whether he wants to accept Christ and he said “YES”!!! And I lead him into saying the sinners prayers. Then, I shared with my father about having faith in God and explain to him what eternal life is about.
Then after praying, I told him the same thing that “I just came back from camp, and I need to tell you these three words “我爱你”. Although his reply is “我知道你也是关心我”

I am just filled with awe and amazed, for all that has happened and I am still in a state of amaze.

All praise to the Lord!
May He find me to be faithful to continue to do His work for others and myself.

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whisperingwood out
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