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Saturday, June 28, 2008

Change is a big word , I remembered whenever there is a change, it adds on to my stress level, affects my normal routine, affects my emotional and probably sometimes my physical state of being. On the other hand, stability means something that will never change or in better word it still stays the same. And I thank God for things to stay the same more than things that are changing. Balance is a state of being you "survive" and are able to cope with all that has been going on.

The meaning of change to me:

when there's a traffic jam early in the morning
when my alarm clock does not ring and it ran out of battery
when there are very few people on the train
when the sun is not hot in the morning
when I need to move house
when someone is getting married
when someone passed away
when someone is no longer in contact with me
when someone is back from overseas
when someone is going overseas
when my relationship with someone fades
when a colleague is leaving the workplace
when someone gets busier and has no time to meet up
when someone is quarrelling and getting into conflict
when someone did not reply my msn even though I msn the person "how have you been?" for the 50th time
when the road that is opposite my house is under construction
when I bought something new
when I made a new friend
when the air became hazy
when my favourite stall closed down
when I found new food to eat
when I get to travel out to a new place
when I go for mission trip
when I read a new book and have new ideas
when I talk to my client in each session
when I made a phonecall or type an sms
when the weather becomes sunny or rainy
when I am late
when I lost something
when I forgot to bring my umbrella or water bottle
when someone smokes a cigarette infront of me
when someone tries to irritate me or gets on my nerves
when a kid knows that he or she has done wrong
when a kid receives praise and encouragement for doing good
when a person is respected and accepted for who he or she is
when someone asks me " are you still treat me as your friend?"
when someone asks me " why do you do that?"
when I am asked to do things faster
when I am asked to explain something and I do not know what to say

What does stability means to me:

when there's always water and electicity at home
when there's a roof over my head
when mum makes breakfast for me
when I drank HL milk or Teh-C
when there's always MRT train every 2 - 4 mins
when there's always green trees around
when I get to wear my slippers, shorts and caps
when there's always books to borrow at the lib
when Mac and Subway will always be there
when my favourite plain waffle, hotcake and donut will always be there
when I can listen to music and relax
when I can read a book and gain knowledge
when I can do quiet time reading the bible every night
when I can pray to God every night
when I get an sms from a person on my phone
when I get a good night sleep
when I wear my favourite Espirit sweather
when I go home and eat my mother's home cooked food
when I hear my own voice and see with my own eyes
when I used my own handwriting
when I remembered my own handphone no and nric no.
when I do not have to go to school and study anymore
when I only have 1 birthday every year
when there are sunrise and sunset everyday 365 days
when there are mountains and seas
when animals cannot talk to human beings
when people are able to go to space and travel
when I need to explain things over and over again for the 1 million times
when I can do things at my own pace and do it slowly
when I can reflect and think about things in my own world
when I can spend time just dreaming or stoning away
when I can draw my own things
when I can sing my favourite songs

okie think that's about all for the time being

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whisperingwood out
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