Saturday, June 28, 2008

I am blogging @ Jurong West Lib, the wireless sg really is something that I am still trying to figure out, thou manage to set up wireless account at the lib.

Reality check for the week:
Mood: not good
Colour: Black
Weather: Gloomy ;(

As the other part of me is telling myself to get out of this situation
I know that the battle is in my mind
To think positively
To think Christ
To think above

Was just reading the book that I borrowed from ah ding but I am still reading it
Just as I was spending a quiet saturday doing my own stuff
packing my bag for the trip
going to the library
catch up on my reading
Somehow 2 encounters just striked me
A lady sharing and giving praise to God and also chit chatting with the heartlanders aunties inside the salon...wow! that's really a change when they were always talking about temples and shi fu
And while I was at the library, another teen is sharing to her fren who is a Malay about Church and her cell group.
As I was spending my lazy saturday, I was really reflecting on the condition of my heart and my mind, and whether I've been putting God first and Jesus first in my life daily.
The worldly part of me
The carnal part of me
The holy spirit filled part of me
The authority given to me to demolish strongholds in my life
and the power to defeat the evil one, the battle belongs to the Lord, and I also need to take responsiblity for my own spiritual state, and also emotional and physcial state
I need to work on my salvation daily
To guard my heart and to guard my mind
and shield it and protect it

Just when the going gets tough, the tough gets even tougher
but I will continue to press on no matter what
I know that all these tests are for myself to discover what I am lacking
and what are my weaknesses
and what God is telling me
Probably I need big ears to hear Him
or actually I just need to quiet down and wait upon Him and spend time listening to Him

Things at home has been quite peaceful and I thank God for everything
Mum has been reading book of Matthew as she continues to read till chapter 27
I guess she is going to finish up the book of Matthew soon
To me, I have a parents' ministry and siblings ministry at home
before I can reach out to my two loveable nieces
Jia you jia you =)

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whisperingwood out
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