Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Last weekend just passed.
Clearing and tidying up my room
Throw away the rubbish and other stuff
It's always good to see my room clean and tidy
with all the outstanding stuff that I want to tidy up
clean up all my pics and clear all my paper bills

Sent email to my siblings and frens
Long time I wanted to do it.
Response from bro and sis have been fine
but one of the response has been like this...

"People changed, I have changed, and it is hard for us to be friends again"

Sense of "wu 3 nai4" and helplessness
There's nothing I can do about this
I did what I can
Just commit this friendship into God's hands

Been thinking about this sentence, discussed it with wen
Ya, people do change, I will change, but will friendship ever change?
Expectations, stress, environment, shared experiences, journey together for better or for worse

Missing my dear frens at work, one at Japan, the other at Taiwan, one at UOB and the other one who is always in her own ship.
Now I have lost a friend.
LOST A FRIEND!
We have been friends for so long...
Why must the friendship come to this state?
I know that there are things that I need to improve on...
being tired of meeting up with friends after work
struggling to make new friends
struggling to keep up with old friends
wanting to spend more quality time with my family

But when it comes to this line "it is hard for us to be friends again"
when I see it...it just seemed a bit hard to swallow...
really...

Does friendship changes when we don't meet that often?
Does friendship changes when people changes?
Does friendship changes when circumstances changes?
Does frienship changes when our lives changes?
Does friendship changes when we stay in different places?
Does friendship changes when we are no longer the way we are anymore?

Friendship...love...family...work...life...me....

Thank God,
He is never changing,
and He stays the same yesterday, today and forever more!

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whisperingwood out
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