Monday, August 25, 2008

recently pop this question in my head
not that this question has never crossed my mind before
but it is like for the xxxxth time in my life
being a travel craze i've always been
being spontaneous and doing stuff in "the spur of the moment"
had much satisfaction for doing things that I knew inside my heart
this is what God wants me to do
this is what I am living for ... at this moment
and it is all worth it
and you know it in her heart
that this is really what you wanted to do
probably during that time
and for a period of time
and probably for a lifetime

Just started me thinking about ...
travel and bag pack around the world
Go on board duolos
stay and work at a hostel facing the beach, and be a beach bum for a loooong time
work at a bakery
go to a rural village and stay there
preparing myself for mission work overseas and study mission stuff

in short, I am praying to God
time seemed to be longer these few weeks
I know that there is always work to be done
but this little heart of mine seemed to be drifting off sometimes

a regular 9 to 5 job versus one that is flexible
a job that pays me versus one that relies totally on God's provision
a job that stays in singapore versus one that is overseas
a job in the city versus one that is in the rural areas

less of me more of God

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whisperingwood out
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