Sunday, September 14, 2008

recently went for a mission conference
OM – duolus, logos II etc
Social enterprise
Business
Tentmaking
Ministry
World missions
I need new perspective
I need faith
I need a leap faith
I need a big leap of faith
Its been for the dun know how many times this question comes to mind
I am already 31 this year
When and where should I go?
What should I do?
A tinge of lethargy
A tinge of guilt
A tinge of helplessness
But I will remember my promise to God
That I will be a Goer
I will keep my promise to Him
The day that I move
Is the day I continue my journey with God
Is a faith journey
Hope this will be clearer as I seek Him

Found Mongolia flag in my cupboard the other day
Realize that I took at the GDOP after I came back
Packing my room
Packing my work station
Need a new breathe of life for myself
Something is really amiss in office
I really dun know what’s that
Prob I miss ah ding alot
Prob I miss Amylia a lot
Things seemed to change
My heart seemed to change
Sal said sooner or later xiao bai is going to die soon
And I have to go thru another round of grief and pain
When I go for the gathering
Dun feel like talking to sam
Feel a sense of loss
Feel a sense of 无奈 ， 为什么会这样？
If things are not natural
I might as well not force myself to do something that is against my will
At the end of the day
It’s simply nothing
That’s nothing in the whole wide world that I can take control
Simply nothing
Only God knows
Only God can
Only God can make it work
If there’s something I want to do now
It is for eternity

This is a real story that I heard
A missionary was passing by a desert
To another place to preach the gospel
It was really very cold night
And there’s nothing for him to rest or take shelter
As he was sleeping away in the desert
In the middle of the night
He felt a sudden warmth
When he woke up
There’s a leopard sleeping beside him and wrapped its body around him
God always provide

In my wildest imagination
In my greatest trial and struggle
God is big and real
Enlarge my human mind
Enlarge my heart
Enlarge my faith and trust
I’ve not come to a point of really great pain, despair, and suffering
But that’s where I will meet God in the valley of darkness

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whisperingwood out
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