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Sunday, September 14, 2008
Wrote some tots in my own personal diary
Some stuff going through my brain
But still processing
Sometimes I ask myself issit that I think too much
Issit just some worthless tots that is just my earthly being that is playing me out
I was reminded not to conform in the patterns of the world
But be transformed by the renewing of the mind
So that I will know the perfect will of God
That is good for me
Romans 12
Too much listening to pple
Too much talking to pple
Too much of too much
Not thinking
Not understanding
Sometimes even not listening
Issit the background sound too loud
Or my brain is too tired to concentrate on others
Sometimes I wonder I dun really understand pple
Dun understand wat they are thinking
Dun understand how they feel
Dun know wat they want
Not able to read the lines
Not wanting to entertain sarcastic remarks
Not wanting to stand up for what is justice
Not wanting to explain further
Not wanting to say so much
Not wanting to listen or talk too much
What should I do
Oh God please help
Sleeping away after reading my bible at 5 pm
And I wake up at midnite
That’s explains it…
If I am sound asleep
Then my mind dun have to think too much
If I am wide awake
I have to start using my brain to think
Human brain and desires
At the end of the day
My mind is a total blank
Can I just dun think
Can I just dun feel
Can I have a break
Renew my mind, God
Renew my mind to things that is up above the heaven
And to see the cross of Jesus
whisperingwood out
@ |7:49 PM|