Monday, November 10, 2008

Glad that I can take a break from my class
ahhhhhhhh! but this coming fri is my final test for the term!
still trying to memorise all the verses

VAD has just passed during sat...and after that went to help out at ymca
I'm just glad that the whole day ended well, and I am just tired out!
I was reminded why I am doing what I am doing
I was reminded to look at things beyond just being nice
getting a bit weary... oh man! =(

does not help for what has happened at the market on sunday
definitely not!
but I tell myself instead of asking God why it happened
It serves as a big reminder to me for what I have done , and not to repeat the same old mistake again
Coz it does not help to keep asking why
I need to grow out of it
and after thinking about that, I was kinda feeling numb
but I know that this is what I need to do
you got to do what you need to do!

I always wonder why people do "nice" things
I do not want to be nice for just being nice
Nice is not an exact word to describe something
Nice has lots of different meaning to it
What is nice to me, I probably will not do it:
for example things like:

1. Inviting someone who is not close to you for your wedding
2. Telling someone that "hey let's meet up some time" when it is just a casual remark
3. Saying that you will help to do it, but you are just too busy and you can't
4. Inviting all your friends to your birthday party
5. Saying things like "it must have been terrible"
6. Saying things like "see I told you many times already, and why you did not do it?"
7. Giving lots of suggestions for the sake of giving suggestions
8. Giving lots of complaints for the sake of giving complaints
9. Giving a compliment or praise when you do not mean it
10. Helping to do something but you are just lazy to do it

To look at things beyond just being nice , life is full of contradictions =( why can't it be more simple???!!!! Can means can, cannot means cannot , why make life so difficult for yourself! and probably others?

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whisperingwood out
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